Just So You Know

Let me start this by saying if at any time you read a message that compels you to a response, by all means... feel free to continue the learning. You DO NOT have to leave your real name or any name for that matter. When you click "post a comment" or however it reads, you have 3 options. Once on the actual comments page, you'll see prior replies as well. Then there's the 'leave a comment' field. Under that are CAPTCHA and 'choose an identity' (name) options. CAPTCHA is designed to slam SPAM as well as let me know a human is posting vs. a computer generated response. Again, I do not consume beef nor pork so SPAM is not welcomed. Even a photograph of it bothers me. Ok, not really but you get my point and hence you will see the moderation message when you've finalized your post. The identity/name options are as follows:

1) Log-in using (drop down menu for those registered with those services)

2) Nickname and URL - allows you to choose any name and/or link your site to it

3) Anonymous (you can use it but I still have the right to decide if it gets published publicly or not - GOOD FOR ME - YAY!!)

So there ya go. Send me $49.99 if you use these instructions in your own BlogSpot. Cash, cashier's check, money order and Western Union accepted 24/7. :D

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Awoke In Darkness and In Darkness

I woke up this morning from a dream I remember as if it really happened. This was around 4am and in the dream, I was in a severely dark room with 2 other people. I hear a scuffle between them and then one of them hits the other so hard, s/he becomes silent. The room is darker than any darkness I've ever experienced. I am searched for by the other dark figure. Yes, I can see a cloud of darkness IN the darkness searching for me. I hid under something but can hear the room being felt for my existence. I awaken... it is still dark... the cloud of darkness has followed me but it now hovering around me like a cape but a huge cape. I get up and go to the bathroom turning on the lowest light in there. The dark cape is there but not as dark as when the light goes back off. It follows me back to my room. It brings with it negative thoughts from my childhood and my things my family has gone through. It comes with a depth that makes me tear up. And as hard as I try to think of other thoughts, this cape is holding it's grip over my mind heavily and my body too. Why I am asking? Even as I place myself in other another state, as in the say NM or NV, it follows me. I can still see it's shadow around in my attempt to "day dream" it away. So I get the phone to read some spiritual passages that I hope will help. Nothing. I ask God to release me from this darkness. I ask God "what are you trying to show me". What is the message? I have never felt the depth of this darkness before in my life. My prayer is that if this is my last ever post that I let everyone whom I touched know that I love them with the deepest love I could ever love in my life. The last powerful tweet I read was posted on a person I follows timeline and it reads: "Veronica Nunn ‏@vnunn @DanielSunjata I recognize the dark that resides right next to the light in my heart. This is how I stay true. This is how I see" I will try to go back to sleep now and in an hour or so maybe arise to "The Light"...

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